has QUIT!!! Tonight my logical/reasoning mind gave in. It gave up control, it submitted to a higher being, a Father, a spirit, a son! The war that was between my mind and heart has been a battle that has raged on for many many years, my mind, logic/reason made all sense, there was no Father, believing he was something made up sat perfectly, purposely finding information or fact to disprove my own spiritual belief system only to circle around to finding myself in the same battle again. (No im not throwing common sense out that wouldnt be wise) What does this mean? What does it look like? Finally, what does it cost? To now think a different way only costs me what MEN may think of me... And to be fair, I officially dont care what you think or dont think lol (in my mind I did) inside I didnt... How did I come to this conclusion you may ask? (if you have made it this far then thanks for listening to my rant) A friend of mine (a non religious friend) brought pizza and we drank sugar free mango fizzy and he supported to help me resolve my internal fight... He will never understand how grateful I am for his honesty and integrity he showed me, going against what he believes to see me resolve, that my friends is LOVE. He put his own opinion and beliefs aside to move me toward complete peace and acceptance that I trust and believe in God in my mind as well as in my spirit! Where to from here... well I see everything different now... but I actually love you all more now than I did before so put that in your pipe and smoke it lol Rant over: I truly do love you all!
Posted on: Tue, 28 Oct 2014 23:38:10 +0000
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