her mother loved her if she brought up that this slight issue bothered her yesterday night would have gone awry and blown into a full scale war like argument she swallowed it but it nagged at her for hours on end about it she noticed her mother would call herself stupid and say that she is useless for not remembering things she would beat herself up and these were traits she herself she lost patience when she would hear her mother say she was so stupid or put herself down as if she needed me to say she was not because she obviously was not stupid or useless if she forgot she saw these patterns ingrained in her in her mother she didnt want to make a big issue with her mother her mother loved her she always loved giving her kids and making food she loved food it made her happy and her mother happy to see that she loved it it was like accepting it was the greatest happiness she could give her mother for her mother would be happy and her as well and we would all be a happy family her mother would say as long as you are happy it makes me happy and even that small remark nagged at her does this mean you wouldnt be happy if i was not this ate at her but if she made an issue of it with her it would be a full scale argument she could imagine the consequence you are such a selfish child so ungrateful i have spoiled you inside she would feel chaos and it would grow into a full scale thing where she would probably be hitting her head on the wall but she couldnt blame anyone but herself she was a grown woman and needed to remember that flailing around on the floor like a two year old having a tantrum wasnt acceptable at forty one
Posted on: Wed, 27 Nov 2013 12:25:04 +0000