ive have now come to terms with myself and others.. ive come to forgive n forget.. my life is to short to be at war with anyone even myself its to short to live in worrying and regret.. therefor for whatever i have done in present and in past to not just myself but to anyone else i am here now admitting my faults... yes wrongful and rightful shit happens but yet isnt my place to say for blame or for right.. ive come to see many people come in go in my life ither if it was me who left or them who has choosen to leave. i can say ive have opened my eyes more in this last month of me finding myself and others around me.. i cant say ive always taken the right path to certain situations and have picked the flaws n chosen them i cant say that i was always in the right because i havent always been right i cant say something ive said or done were the right pick in those outcomes because they werent.. nobody is perfect in anyway and i sure as hell arent! i have done my hurt and i have done my good.. i refuse to let anyone make me or break me anymore but myself and the roads i choose to walk n lead .. ive become very bluntly honest in the road i have now choosen to walk down and by damn im going to beat whatever is thrown at me now.. i am now a woman and no longer a teenage girl who wants to linger around false talk n false aquasations.. i am who i am and if u dont care to know the real me then pass me without hesistation.. for i am human just like all of you and always deserve a chance and if then a second chance if i have messed up.. i have a big heart but its closed up to those who only deserve me at my best.. so if i have hurt any of you in anyway im truely sorry because livin in the moment in the darkest hours anyone will choose to do what they surround them self around in everyday battle... so if you can forgive me and forget then im forever greatful but if you cant come to terms with exactly that then thats your own battle with me you choose to have w grudges.. im am honest enough to take in and refix any situation i have done or i havent done and try to make admins with it.. i deserve the time of day and or breathe just as all of you do.. so take a second thought and or word to yourself beforing assuming or aqusing anyone of anything for therefore your just as much wrong as that person.. im livin my life now as starting today to be nothing but what i need to be and thats being the good person in me for now in and out! this is not a weakness by means what so ever this is me growing up n being a stronger individual than ever and nothings going to break me anymore.. so for those who i have hurt or possibly hurt.. forgive me not just for me but for yourselves because we are better than living in a hateful life and making it miserable.. we deserve to be happy and see nothing less.. for i have forgivin you for everything now and have forgivin myself for lettin me get to a low or wrongful place and not doing what i know i shouldnt have done.. ❤️lee
Posted on: Sun, 30 Mar 2014 15:42:59 +0000
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