last night when I went to service this song was playing as confirmation. on my way to my Egypt this song was playing in the car. when the Lord release me from my Egypt into the wilderness the song was playing. I asked God to help me to establish my prison ministry. I never asked. How to do it. I never told God how to do it. for 7 days I went through so many trials and tribulations. I told God that I was scared to go into the prisons and jails. now I understand why God put me in my Egypt. faith is the things hoped for the evidence of things not seen. it is by Gods grace by faith that I am saved. it is by faith that the circle a prayer begin. trust in the Lord with all thine heart and lean not to thy own understanding. God told me his ways are not my ways. I have to trust and believe that God is going to work things out for me. and God has a funny way of doing it. Matthew 6 and 14 states for if you forgive men when they sin against you your heavenly Father will also forgive you. you see it is accountability that I must take Hebrews 13 and 17 States obey them that have rule over you and submit yourselves for they watch for your souls as they must give account. 2nd Corinthians 8:21 States for we are taking pains to do what is right not only in the eyes of the Lord but also in the eyes of men. you see I had anxiety and 1 Peter 5:6 -7 States to humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God that He may exalt you in due time casting all your cares upon Him for He careth for you. God told me therefore do not worry about your life what you will eat or drink about your body what you will wear. but to seek first the kingdom and his righteousness and all things will be given. I am not to worry about tomorrow for tomorrow will worry about itself each day has enough trouble of its own. you see I suffer from doubt and fear. my friends are far and very few between. see my obedience is better than my sacrifice. I had to give up people places and things not as him. I was allowing my inner peace to be taken. my self control was gone. my self-image was gone. I have replaced all these things by shame. but yet I wanted God to use my talents and place me into a position that only I would receive glory for. now I am seeing that I would have never made it had it not been for God.
Posted on: Thu, 16 Oct 2014 23:39:14 +0000
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