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on this day, i was filled with the awe of nature, of the world we get to live in, of how things COULD be so simple and pure..on the top of a hill, far from traffic or man made machines, i turned over my sap collecting bucket, and sat. i allowed myself the time to absorb the wonder that is...the wind, the sun, the living trees...the sun upon my upturned face...my senses alive, i felt i breathed in more than oxygen, something close to nivarna...a sense of peace, which transended me for a moment..i was totally connected to the earth... it was an experience too surreal for words...when i climbed (slid/ fell..on snowshoes/steep hill..im not so great on them!) down, and came back to the reality, obligations, and chores, it made it even more special..that quiet moment sitting on a bucket, on the side of a hill... yet the ending to this day, is sorrow... my x husband jamie townsend died, which i just discovered an hour ago.... and mixed with all the love and of course, sometimes hate, that i felt for the man, (many times, AT the same time. lol) i am trying to process it, within the LIMITLESS possibilities i felt, on the hillside just hrs before finding out of his passing... that, we are all connected. the earth, the soil, the wind, the plants and our earthly bodies...our souls? our being... and, maybe, just maybe? that special connection i felt, seeing the leafless trees sway..imagining they were waving to/at me?...now, i can be sure they were, and it was jamie, waving good-bye...until we meet again.... love each other, extra hard tonight, eh?...0x0x00x0x0
Posted on: Fri, 11 Apr 2014 22:27:16 +0000

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