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r wander why?why was i put here on this earth???im not acompolished nuthing but heartache for my folks~why did god make me?why was i born to acholic, drug parents that made me ,...i just dont get it ive had a bad 2 days screamin cryin tourting my old man....ive made my parents life a living hell......they say god dont make mistakes but im one of the biggest ones.like i said i never loved any guys never had gave birth to jonathna scotts baby yet~im on ativan i got a extra pill tonight..after peein on my self mmy daddy sittin in my pee thats all ive acomplmished bunch of shit :(no i dont want responces i just want it to end....im feelin sorry not for myself but for my parents whats even stranger i heard the death voice when jeff gorden was talkin in the pre race in the car i wanted him to win so i could get my ricutel to save moms life...sadley i didnt get it but jeff did won the race .....if this goverment pilled comes this teusday and i happon to get better then ill know my purpos on this earth...if it fails me i done...other then est they aint nuttin more they can do for me...no meds work ...so tonight i pray for all my friends and pray god finds it in his heart to forgive me for whatever ive done to b in this much pain :(
Posted on: Mon, 28 Oct 2013 04:16:51 +0000

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