strength is not changing who you are, or who you are with for that matter, every time the wind blows. Unless you are with the wrong person, but for the purposes of this metaphor we are going to assume you are with the right person. Whom you didnt leave on a whim, which serves the whole wind blowing thing nicely. Ive never been one to due such things, Ive always picked my mates carefully, and actually loved them. Not just saying it without really understanding the meaning, as most do. But here comes another old cliche for you, you only accept the love you think you deserve. Which seems to have come up more then it should in any given life time for me. It seems like people have questioned why precisely I love them, thinking that they did not deserve it or earn it, so I must be crazy, unstable, or obsessed to actually love them. They may or may not have actually bothered asking me why I loved them, but whether or not they actually believed what I said, well thats the kicker. So maybe I loved them because we had so much in common, because we were so in sync that trying was never something we had to do, that we trusted one another as much as we could apparently, that they had changed the course of my life multiple times, and the list goes on. If they dont really trust or believe me, it doesnt really matter anyway. im taking sleeping pills now, my fever is so bad i cant focus or function. I am really worried about this, its a real negative trend, these fevers at night. I dont know how much longer I can keep doing this and I am afraid of the implications. What could be causing it, but mostly I just really, really want it to stop so I can think for a minute.
Posted on: Tue, 04 Mar 2014 05:52:39 +0000
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