thinking ill change my mind probably by 2morrow though cuz its confussing im 2 sided on it . part of me i want 2 meet sum 1 other part dont . the part that does is my heart cuz im lonley every 1 needs sumone . the other part is my heart n my brain . got with josh when i was 15 didnt love him i was 2 young n plus he started hitting me 1 yr into r relationship who could love sum 1 who puts a goose egg on their head every month...got over him n 6 months ! was ready 2 go out looking again n wouldnt u no it i found another creep only this creep wasnt a violate creep . long story short i got hurt . afterward i dated they just further convinced me im better off alone . i dont care 4 the guy anymore dont want the guy i dont wanna b hurt again dont wanna feel like that again. i curse the day i ever met them b4 that i tore the dating seen up dated left n right break up ooooo well he he n then the biggest creep of all came around n im afraid . if i could just 4get that id b able 2 meet sum 1 . but its like a bad dream everytime i do meet sum 1 i have flash backs of being with screw ball the feelings i use 2 have how good i felt when i was with him n then the bad feelings n i ball up n push who ever away . they always seem nice n say nice things but so did he n so did the idots i dated afterward ..... i knew they was gonna b tards b4 they showed me they was i noticed things theyd do that jerck use 2 do n id b like shit .....anyway need 2 get my head outtamy ass n get out there / meet sum 1 .
Posted on: Wed, 23 Oct 2013 23:27:35 +0000