tomorrow will make 3 yrs since my dad passed away... 3 days later will make 3 yrs since my darling hubby pimpin passed away. ive struggled hard during this time. in all areas. ive been through more battles with in myself I care to ever want to go through again but then life is a challenge and always will be. but.................................. dad & tom, I miss you both so very much. and to this day I will never understand how the both of you left me so close togather. never. but you both did and I have much to be thankful for becuz you both have been watching over me. and knowing I havent always made the right choices and yet I knew you both were there. and to also be there for me during the times I would cry hystericaly in the middle of the nite. wake up out of a deep sleep and be bawling my eyes out. angry sad confused. I know that ya both love me and are making sure I have happiness. and you both have won on that. I have mookie. and I have t.j. and friends and I have now a wonderful man that I would of never thought of being with has won my heart over. has been trying to make my life my future filled with happiness and I pull back. I know it. and he doesnt let me pull too far away. ty dad and tom. as this time I shed tears of just missing you both and not tears of anger or frustration. loves dad loves ya pimpin lynda
Posted on: Thu, 21 Aug 2014 07:05:13 +0000
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