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missing the days when I used to have a bunch of Gal-Pal buddies
missing the days when I used to have a bunch of Gal-Pal buddies that I could trust.. & were fun to hang out with... like back in high school at the Co...

I cant sleep... so full of escallating rage and pure hatred...
I cant sleep... so full of escallating rage and pure hatred... Threshold, Nordic Naturals, & County Menatl Healthcare system / affilliate programs....

another saturday night going to waste... just like every day,
another saturday night going to waste... just like every day, every holiday, every birthday, cellebration, or special occasion wasted for sooooooo m...

sitting here at community connection doing my foodbank
sitting here at community connection doing my foodbank distribution volunteer work... fighting back tears... heart bleeding... this position that co...

soooooooo low on even being capable of hangin on 4 dear life, by a
soooooooo low on even being capable of hangin on 4 dear life, by a tiny fraction of a thread of hope that there will ever be any help from the helping...

somewhere out there... theres good trustworthy people on the
somewhere out there... theres good trustworthy people on the planet who cared about me... I just dont know where... I havnt known any since 2010...

happy fukn holidays to me... stuck at my house in
happy fukn holidays to me... stuck at my house in pain, suffering, & alone, goin thru far too fukn severe 4 me 2 handle nicotine withdrawls.... stil...

status update on getting some help from the helping-ppl
status update on getting some help from the helping-ppl business... well... my new intern therapist gal seems nice, & Im grateful for whatever help ...